My current body of work employs with searching the unknown mystery of life. In our whole life we are in a path to identify ourselves. Knowing ourselves is a journey. It is about discovering what I am as a human being- yes the real i. The journey is unpredictable and engages ourselves deeply as it brings me face to face with myself, with deepest fears, self doubts, vulnerabilities and insecurities. Knowing yourself means giving you permission to not knowing whilst unraveling the deeper truth of who you are .The process is very much connecting with fear, with fear of death, in a way with fear of arrival too. But the really terrifying fear must be the fear you bring yourself and made to encounter it as something that you already know and telling and retelling of something we already know but don’t realize we know. Back to the proto experience which is always surprising, always new.
We can feel the same searching in Baul’s philosophy that employed to probe the inherent the divinity of the body search within the self for meaning, discover ’moner manush’(The Man of My Heart) in the deep lonely path. The human body occupies a central place in the baul ideology. Lalon Fakhir has variously described the human body in his music –as ‘abode’,’cage’,’boat’,’arshi nagar’. The body is a temple, a vessel for the soul and ultimately the Supreme Being. There is no truth outside the material body. The body is the universe and the universe is the body- it is the first axiomatic principle meaning of tantra for Lalon. Body as a material being is the way to know the universe. It assumes greater significance in that way and exploring the innermost essence of one’s being and there by determining one’s true place in life can lead to the discovery of moner manush.
